A beautiful illusion.

Went out with callista , jessica & sharon today to exchange present , cause jessica couldnt make it on 24 as she is flying off to hongkong either tmr or the day after tmr . sure will miss her , anyway i had lots of fun today . was damn tired as we were walking around the whole day and my mouth hurts alot . lets hope it heal fast , cause its ugly .
i am bored and tired now , shouldnt have think too much cause its tiring to think about so many things , i should have follow my heart from the start so that things wont happen like what had happen the past few weeks or days . lets hope it is not too late to follow my heart now and let nature take it course . what will happen , will eventually happen no use pondering about it now so why not wait till it happened then think about it . i used to think life is meaningless but come to think about it , its meaningless cause i did not do anything that i feel is meaningful . i dont want to lead a meaningless life so i guess i shall start doing things that i feel it is meaningful to me , of course not trying to say start a new life cause theres still something i want to hold on to and i am still childish in people's eye . LOL , childishness , i think hard to change but but but ....... i want to become more mature . LOL . okay , i know i am crapping but no choice , cause i am too bored . so bear with it . WOW such a long post , not bad not bad , crap also can crap so much . ANYWAY !!!!
i found uruha damn handsome .